Silent Suffering

The high wears off

And the guilt kicks in           

Coming from a place

That I never shoulda been

 

Don’t know why I

Put myself through this

 

My lover is married

And yea it’s kinda scary

But I think I’m in love with him

 

Yea, I think  I’m in love

With him

 

But he doesn’t have problems

No, he’s not like me

There’s no way in hell

He’ll ever set her free

 

But I wish he’d open his

Eyes and see

 

Yea I wish he’d open

His eyes and see

What he needs is me

 

Don’t know how this is

All gonna end

Everytime I try to walk away

He pulls me back in

 

I’m hurting inside

And he doesn’t even know

 

He doesn’t even know

That he’s all I think about

He doesn’t even know

He’s all I ever wanted

 

I know she doesn’t deserve

This she’s done nothing wrong

But she’s standing in the

Way of the one thing I want

 

Wish I were a few years older

And got to him first…