Morning Changes My Mind Sometimes

I was going to do one thing, but now I think I'll keep being a butterfly

This is how the morning is, 

I expect one thing, 

Another one slides into its place, 

And sometimes, 
Sometimes

That is the best thing. 

Today, 

I was going to email Joseph. 

I was going to tell him that...

I know he is going through a lot, 

But I am sending him love and encouragement, 

That I still believe in him, 

That G-d loves him...

But you know what?

Today I received encouragement from

The true people in my life

A woman named GYEAF, and Yechidah, 

And...

I am okay, 

And I have opened up my eyes

To realize that

The best thing I can do for Joseph

Is to continue being this 

New butterfly me, 

To say for him a prayer

To ask G-d to give him limitless blessings

And to stay far, far away. 

Maybe forever, 

Maybe not. 

The point is, 

That when I do the right thing, 

It all comes back to me, 

When I do the right thing

Hashem will act with kindness, 

Actualize the light within me, 

And the light within me

Knows no limits

Knows no boundaries...

It simply wants to shine, 

And so it does. 

Morning changes my mind sometimes, 

And usually, 

Like in this case, 

That's okay. 

G-d, please help me be productive and walk in Your ways today! 

Love, 

Ellie