God Please Teach Me How To Close My Eyes

For Letting Go, You need God to hold onto

God

Teach me 

How to close my eyes

How to say

"No."

How to stay

Blind

How to live for this

Give for this 

Love for this 

Try

God this soul that You 

Emptied 

That You filled

With Your light

And this man that I love

Let us both grow

Apart

Let him blossom and bloom

Right out of my heart

God give them for me

All of the love

I would shower

Upon all the people

Who's word's I devour

God 

Please teach me

How to close my eyes

How to turn away

How to brace myself

Rise.

And God 

Please embrace me

When the nights linger cold

When the texts echo silently

When the emptiness takes hold

God 

Please Teach me

How to close my eyes

And when my thoughts turn to him

Sing my soul a lullaby