insomnia

i couldn't sleep the day before yesterday, and awoke from the lucidness of my waking thoughts with this in my head. i jotted it down in my journal, and then found myself suddenly able to acquire rest! hope you enjoy it!

i like the dreams where i am sleep
and entertain the thought
of dreaming while i'm next to you
encircled in your arms...
i'd like to think when i'm in pain
that you are loving me
instead of seeking out the truth
behind what you can't believe...
But alas, i am a child, in bed
awakened by my thoughts
denied your love, denied your trust
and yes, it's all my fault!
a fool for ever loving you!
a fool for showing fear!
i shared my heart and loneliness,
but i should have kept my tears!

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[3leafmama]

yes, insomnia is beautiful.