Thoughts, Questions I Ponder

 I suppose, sometimes for myself.

What is the aim propose of my life?

In addition, suppose, I am not alone

in those thoughts.

They say things happen for a reason.
But do people really learn from those

bad wicked times?

Or can it just repeat over and over again

 in varied eventualities, until they do?

Say someone with a drinking problem.
Will, they simply keep on the slip slope

there on until they eventually grasp,

and see alcohol is not a friend.

It's like Cancer. I actually believe some

folks. Don't get how serious it is.

Once it happens to someone close to them.

It's like they think, its just a nasty case of flu.

Like some relatives, I know. They live in dreamland.

They really believe wholeheartedly. He is okay.

And never once was going to die. I just can't

get my head around that concept at all.

How anyone can be so naive and silly.

To comprehend that Cancer is not serious.
And they think they will automatically endure it. Over come and be okay

again. Like nothing, bad was actually

happening. Or they could die.

They don't see the results, it has on the real ones closes to them

. And that person, it's actually happening to of course.

that they are never the  same again.

It affects you too.  Your relationship,your

thoughts, feelings and mental state of mind.
Let alone your own health. Caring for them 24hrs a day.

Whereas beforehand, we tend to know and grasp

we will die eventually one day.

And just accept that simple fact of fate and life,
however, with Cancer, it leaves an invisible mark

on your heart,mind and soul forever you can not

shake. It's their always. In the back of your mind

and heart and soul.

My brother in law is an a*****e. And stupid.

Reviews

[Samuel Dickens]

Life is sometimes s****y to us, and we know not why. Did we lose in some unknown game and end up with the shortest straw? Looking back at my own life, it has been alternately horrible and wonderful. You speak of cancer and I know it's very frightening. My struggle has been with heart disease, having lost half my heart at age 43. Death has come so close so many times that I've gotten tired of the b*****d and told him to take a walk. Maybe you can do that, too. In any event, never give up hope.

[Onlyme]

Thanks Samuel for speaking to me. I can really understand how you feel. I agree its keeping hope alive. That keeps us going. hugs. Dawn.

[AYVID N]

What a profound and poignant write-up Dawn. We know the truth, we know the inevitable, we only pretend we don’t. Perhaps, it stems from our fear of and our inadequacy to deal with the most potent foe, death. Yet, deal we must, face it, we must. It can be done best by being grounded in God and keeping the faith. Thank you for such amazing thoughts tonight. 💕

[Coyote Poetry]

My brother defeated cancer for the third time in May 2018. I visit him in California because I was worry. Cancer is cold and heartless. I had a friend at work. One day, he woke-up and had he had cancer. Never sick in 58 years of life. I have put you dear Dawn in my prayers and your words. Needed. Thank you my friend for sharing your words and your thoughts.
Coyote

[Onlyme]

Do you know something Coyote, Your brother is a remarkable strong and brilliant man. I admire your brother truly. Let alone feel for your friend and you and your family too of course. Thanks Coyote for everything. I know its not be easy on you too. hugs. Dawn.

[Coyote Poetry]

You are welcome Dawn.