Closing Down.

My heart has just had ample,

of this rat race

called life.

It's disillusioned,

perturb and dejected with

it all.

My heart feels

as though it's dissolving and

crumbling into dust.

With all this overwhelming amply heartache,

torment and rejection

it has felt

and has lasted a lifetime

within it so.

It just now wants to depart now.

And be at peace.

Like a fortress, closing its doors

for good and throwing the key away.

Never to see daylight again

or to hear laughter

or feel joy again.

Closing down for the season.

Or more so permanently.

How sad!

Reviews

[Annette Pisano-Higley]

Yes, how sad. Your heartbreaking honesty and despair touch my heart dear Dawn. I understand it and am there sometimes too. Sometimes holidays can bring memories that tear us apart. But I say this because I know it- give it 24 hours- cocoon yourself and go to sleep- and you’ll wake up feeling better. Then be very good to yourself. Accept what was and let it go for your own sake. You Can Control It. Don’t let it hurt you anymore. Let that be your job. You are a good person And know that you are not alone. Sending love, blessings and healing light to you. Xo

[Onlyme]

Thank you, Annette, for your kind and caring thoughts and for talking to me. Just been a terrible last few weeks to be honest. And my only escape is my poetry and Journals. Thanks again Annette, for caring. Your truly lovely. Dawn. ps I agree this time of year is really hard for some people. Just been an all round touch year for us. And have an MRI hubby is having on 23 Dec is not helping the matter. Dawn. sorry for moaning.

[Annette Pisano-Higley]

You poor thing! You are so allowed to moan! We just went through a health scare too. Got down to the bottom of hell with it, but that’s how life is. Your life just stops. Don’t lose hope and keep praying my friend, even if you think it won’t help- It truly helps! I’m here to listen anytime dear Dawn. Love ya! Xo

[Onlyme]

I hope all is okay your end Annette, thinking of you too. Just one of those weeks and days. Just seems to be always something. thanks for caring. Dawn.

[Annette Pisano-Higley]

Please take care of yourself you have to before you can take care of anyone else. All here turned out ok. I will pray for you & your hubby. God bless.🙏

[Onlyme]

thank you Annette, for caring and your wonderful friendship. Dawn.

[Neville]

There is certainly sadness here in these words, whether real, or poetic inspiration, let there always be another day.. we none of us know what tomorrow may offer.. I hope yours is a good one Dawn... N

[Onlyme]

Of late one crisis or another to be honest Neville, Hubby is not doing so good of late. Just have to keep a stiff up lip and carry on. thanks and like wise back at you and your family. Hope all is good. Dawn.

[Neville]

am so sorry to hear that Dawn, I sincerely hope things improve for you all, Neville x

[Onlyme]

Thanks Neville.

[Neville]

I really do mean that.. N

[Chris Shaw]

Take care of yourself Dawn, I know you have had one hell of a year. I am sending you positive thoughts and love. Take it easy my friend.

Chris

[Onlyme]

Thanks Chris.