Ho Ho Ho..reality of life.

Ho Ho Ho and a Merry Christmas

to you. Oh well  the 24th Dec 2018

is sure a  great day, for an MRI scan

to see if your cancer free or not.

Wait another few more weeks, from then

to find out the verdict.  Great barrels of fun

in store for all. Ho Ho Ho. Well us actually,

more so him. 

Life really is a b***h,  fully of supizes

not always nice ones, at that.

Living on an edge,  of a big massive drop,

sure gets the adrenaline raging,

and pumping  around your organs.

Shitting bricks, the size of Alaska.

Is always the way to go. Anxiety

running riot. I sure do feel ill myself

now.

Nothing but, brave mask on, and direct

ahead, full steam, this wreck,  is not stopping.

Forget prayers, hail Mary's, and all that crap.

What will be,  will be. Grim reaper or a bit

more life?. Harsh realities of life and so called

living on.

Ho Ho Ho and a bottle of wine, to hide my

emotions inside not.

Reviews

[Lanny]

Such a tragic impact in your diction, but great expression with your carefully chosen words and your descriptive phrases that add a guttural effect to the entire poem, a raw and exposed commentary on the angst, anger, and disappointment inherent in such a brutal set of circumstances. "Forget prayers, hail Mary's and all that crap. What will be, will be. Grim reaper or a bit more life?" Such acceptance in the face of such adversity.

All the best,

Lanny

[Onlyme]

What can I say Lanny, Life is life, no matter if you believe in faith or not. I am really test of late In what I thought I believed before. Just have to wait and see what happens. Thanks for your thoughts and wishes. Dawn.

sorry iam not exactly sharing upbeat lovely things of late. just needing to get my stuff out. To try to cope better in general. Dawn.

[Lanny]

I can certainly understand the struggle with trying to understand the impossible sometimes, questioning faith, personal understanding, etc.

Hang in there as you work your way through, and all the best,

Lanny

[Onlyme]

exactly Lanny, thanks for your thoughts.

[Perdition]

"What will be, will be"...I remember that well. A wonderful attitude and valiant sharing. Though only wine? At this point I would have dove into the well of whiskey and lasagna while setting the Christmas tree ablaze..perhaps only me. Smiles for the sharing and ..and ...well "More". By the way I've been to Alaska and I'm thinking you probably don't want the bricks to be actually quite that big ...maybe Texas. lol.

[Onlyme]

I got to admit. Alaska is beauty from what I have seen on TV. Just came to mind when I wrote my emotions out. Feel embarrassed I said Alaska now. Just life kicks you in the balls. And you need to rub them and comfort them from the kick at times. Or in my case. Right up the back side.

[Perdition]

It is and it does and don't..now makes sense of that..lol. Have a great day Dawn and again..brave sharing.

[Onlyme]

Think you just pickled my brain on that one. lol But I think I catch your drift. Like getting drunk , sometimes you do, something you don't and other times you feel sick and ill. It all depends.. lol.