Feeling Trapped

The overwhelming feelings of

being and feeling trapped

and stuck,

suffocated,

frustrated, annoyed,

angry, upset, stressed

and depressed.

Feeling your life is

caving in and you just

can not get out.

Clawing like hell

to relieve the pressure

and tension that is building

and building up and up.

Way deep inside you.

To the point,

you are going to explode and scream and

shout. As loud

as you possibly can.

And burst some eardrums. And

you don't give a s**t who

hears. Or who even moans

at you. For doing it.

Just for you. To get it

all out.

Just to get some easy and

get some relief

from your feelings

and emotions of  being

cornered

and snared.

Stuck in cement. rock solid

going nowhere at all.

Pent-up emotions

disturbing and upsetting feelings.

Playing on your mind.

Needing to get it all out...

Feeling the pressure gauge snapping.

About to blow.. Here we go....

It's coming out.......Now!

Feeling better even more calmer.

Sorry I needed to do that.

Oh God.  I just wish I never felt

this bloody way...

Reviews

[Einstein Noodle]

oh my...how we all can relate ...things that came to mind are how we try by using drink, drugs, sex, ... all kinds of things just to get around those conflicting, confusing, overwhelming feelings and thoughts that accompany them ... or thoughts then feeling ;)
anxiety the bitter enemy eh!? one can do nothing when in its grip ... facing ones self ... calm in the storm ... is the hard pill that when swallowed .. really does cure ;) i don't know about you, Dawn ... but that lesson seems to be so important it just keeps coming around and around and around .. messing with my little paradise built ;) arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh! whew! i feel better now too ... love your to the bones honest poetry
E.

[Onlyme]

I know what you mean Einstein, thanks for your thoughts. Dawn.

[brokenwriter]

This is so f*****g beautiful and sad. Such a honest poem makes me feel not alone in this big lost world.