Frankly.... I see death as an easy Fix .... to me.. and mylife.

As f**k that after all the hard work to live and survive and determination to do it at that.

I see death as an easy fix

to my problems. And I don't

want that ever.

I have lasted this amount of

time on earth.

Through thick and thin.

Hardship upon hardships

and bad times. Upon hellish

and evil tortures times.

And come out the end.

And to be quite frank.

F**k that.

All that hard work to live

and still be alive.

To just to call it the end of the day.

And night night forever.

NO WAY!

That is like me sticking my two

fingers up at myself. And all

I have done and achieve so far.

You could say I am stubborn.

But what is the point of coming

so far.. to just give in Now... None in my book.

I know everyone is different but this is me.

Yeah, life is s**t and crap at present.

But hopefully through determination and self will.

 I will come out this one again.

God or no God.

No offence to anyone or God meant.

Just sometimes. The only person

You can believe in is yourself

at the end of the day.

And if you don't believe in yourself?

Who do you believe in?

If you don't believe in any one or even a God?

Then your really fucked big time.

We all need something to believe in.

To keep us all going.

And that is the secret to life.

Haha. What a bad joke life is...