Death is not an option....

At the edge of the cliff looking over

and thinking. I don't want to jump

or give in.

That is what my life is like at the moment

and the last few years. Constantly on and off.

Trying so hard. To hold on. And back up...

from the cliff's edge.

And every time. I take a few steps back.

I am right back to where I was prior.

Right on that dam cliffs edge again.

Back and forth we go like a bad dance...

Maybe one day. I can relax. And chill out.

And be a safe distance from that dam cliffs edge.

And actually be happy properly for me.

Wishes and dreams.

Hopefully one day.