misery company

I truthly have never had a happy easy life

always some sort of misfortune or badness

came my way.

Never felt real happiness, always second best.

Even in relationships. I came of worse. Used

abused or taken for granted.

I really can not understand the point of mylife

or the suffering I endure. But so stubborn as

not to give in fully to all hell.

I must be stupid and think to want to live 

another day in misery. But misery loves

company.