Why do I have to suffer?

Why do I have to suffer?

All I ever wanted was

to be nice, kind and

considerate and to

care about others.

Have compassion

understanding

and love for others.

And for someone special

to love me fully for me.

To take me for who I am

in general. And not change

me. But accept me as I am.

All my good bits and bad points.

As I would him.

As no one is perfect.

And just to have a little happiness

in general. A bit of sunshine.

And something to smile about.

Not a fancy car.

Or a big house.

or expensive jewellery.

Nothing like that.

Simple walks in the park.

A roof overhead and food in the stomach.

And a lover and soul mate to cherish

and adore.

All I feel of late is the pain, heart, anxiety

stress and trauma.

Most days of my life.

And that is sad.

I think what have I done?

I don't think I am a bad person?

I don't go out my road to hurt anyone.

But I feel I constantly suffer.

Why do we have to suffer?

Reviews

[Avelina Devi]

It's just part of life, we don't know why things happen, it just ends up being that way.
Sometimes we must go through darkness before we can see the beauty the light brings.

[Wild Rose]

I dont have the answer either
I think we have to suffer hardships etc.
So that we can cherish the days when things are all smooth and peaceful

Well that is one way to put it

[Weeping willow]

Hmmm! wish I had answers,but I as well seem to suffer in my mind and heart.Though life is constantly changing and hard for me to deal with. Hope you find a speck of light to hold to ;-]

[wordman]

i wish i could tell you the answer

[Onlyme]

No one can? Ron, it's just life.

[wordman]

yeap,just life