Dice Rolling....

I sometimes used to think

me being

a nice and decent person

would  save me

in this twisted world

but the sad reality is it

just does not shield me

or protect me at all

from the brutality of life

and living and all  bad things

and nasty dramas and woe

filled situations.

that go on around me and

in my life and others close

to me.

I had this stupid notion

that if you were a good

person and lived a good

life.

And did no badness towards

others and so forth

It would help you.

How wrong can anyone be

or foolish on top.

Ie I am.

I believed I would be protected

and nice folk where treated

better by karma as you did

no wrong.

But life and reality

just does not

work that way

at all.

It is random

and does

what it feels

like to anyone

good or bad

it does not

discriminate

or put a value

on your lifestyle

or ways.

It just does

to all where

you good or bad.

Like a toss of a dice.

could be anyone

anytime

anywhere...

that the reality of life

and living it.

The only thing about being

a good person is a least

you're nice and decent.

And that is something.

Big time to hold onto

for yourself alone.