Beginning to Think & Believe.

my ramblings...sharing.

I really am,  beginning to think.

We are tested in this world

and given situations and

awful things happen to us all.

To see how we cope and

manage.

That sounds stupid

and so out there to

the point of tinfoil

hat on head.

However after everything

that has happened to me

and us over the years.

I currently now

really do think things

occur for a reason?

No matter be it good or bad

that happens. To us all.

I know it has taught me

valuable lessons and also

what I can deal with and

not. As well as learning

more about myself and life

and people in general

as well.

Don't get me wrong.

I wouldn't wish for

anything like what i am

dealing with for anyone.

As you walk through the

valley of darkness you

learn what you can

deal with and how to

carry on regardless.

With good and bad days

and determination,

faith, hope and

understanding as

well as support

but most of all

talking openly

between you all.

Makes a big difference.

Still learning of course

but moving forward

hopefully in right

the direction this time.

I guess I am saying

we are given things

to test us that if we

put our minds to it

we can overcome.

But if we doubt

ourselves and our

actions we will fail.

As having no faith

or belief in who we

are as human beings

and more so as a person

ie us.