Families Who really Cares.......no one.

I wish life was easier.

I feel so lonely at times

I want freedom

even more so

to be away from everyone

who hurts me

and uses me

even this very day.

 Who just do not care

about me.

Just like he feels as

well expresses

himself to me

I just feel.

What is the point

anymore?

My family are dead

more so

the ones who are alive

have enough problems of their

very own.

And don't want my woes

added to the mix.

I see him suffering

just like me.

Nearly all we do

is argue.

With the odd moments

of being nice and loving to

each other.

How ironic is that!

I do understand giving

up smoking and drinking alcohol

is hard. As both are addictive in

themselves and the craving is bad.

 

I wish, I had a brother or sister.

Someone, I can talk to or even

just a friend to lean on.

He can't see

he is being unfair

to me

with all he is dealing with

at present

going on in his own life

And me I feel trapped with

someone who I feel hurts

me at times. Due to his

own pains and woes and

cancer on top added to

the mix now.

Outwith he is

also lonely.

Why is God making us both

suffer?

When out with all this

bad stuff. We did get

on.

His mother passing

and all the arguments

with his family before she

died did not help

at all. Made them

both sick and she died.

Outwith all her health issues

and her age.

And now it's his turn.

Death

just keeps knocking at our door

He is actually a really nice guy.

The stress and strain he is under

is no joke. I do realize that.

But I also can not take much

more of these woes.

All this due to other people

and situations beyond our

control.

How sad is life and loving

someone?

When all you get is

heartache and hell

and now chemo and

radiation therapy

on top

Someone up above

really is having

a laugh at us both.

Keep getting kicked

in the teeth.

Over and over again

If I could erase this

the year and last year.

I would from me

memory and heart

for good.

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

I wish I had a answer. People change and we must accept the change or face it. I do believe. We may listen to another, but we made the decision already. Powerful and words shared my friend.
Coyote

[Onlyme]

Trying to face it Coyote, Just really hard. For us both. We love each other. But because of so many problems and the death. All that has not helped. Life is hard.

[Coyote Poetry]

Just slow down. Let things quiet down. Pray for a proper ending.

[Onlyme]

I am not helping him very well Coyote. I am far to emotional at times. And I know in my heart that is wrong. He is suffering. And I reach out to my poetry for comfort.