a waiting death

the wet tears

rolling down my face

makes me feel human

a  little bit the

rests of me feels 

so scared

let alone

so lonely

I hide at night

in my bedroom

hoping

I never

wake up again

in the morning

or

ever again

I really

hate

my so called

life

its

no life

is a nightmare

God on the cross

I can understand

his feelings of

suffering due

to others

not nice

at all.

suffer in silence

most of us do

until its

to late

tragedy

of our

lifes

Reviews

[Ardra]

Hope you are feeling better....
(HUGS)

[AYVID N]

You touch the reader here. A poem that to me underlines the need to love ourselves more when others do so less. Suffering in silence does not come easy to me but I do empathize with those who have the ability to do so. I think it takes a lot of selflessness and love to be able to do that. Another great poem from you.

[LazerRays]

This is an emotional piece I can relate to on so many levels. This made me tear up. I get nostalgia... Gosh, who I once was...

[Kelly Scheppers]

I hope this is just your muse talking, and not a cry gone unanswered. If you're suffering in silence, please seek help. Bless you!

[Onlyme]

i,am okay kelly just needing to express my suffering to get it out. thanks for caring hugs.