No matter what.....

I try to be brave and hold back my tears.

I try to pretend all is okay.

And just another average day on earth between us

But the truth is

I am scared.

I do not want to lose you

or be without you.

I hold on to hope and faith

and more so love

I will always have you around

to be my soul mate

even in the afterlife.

I will be with you. No matter what.