Broken

broken, having faith, hope, trying, not giving up and life is far from perfect believe me.

I feel broken like a little bird

inside my mind, so fragile

so delicate so hurt and so

upset.

I feel like a shattered glass

ashtray, that has been

thrown onto the floor.

Into millions of tiny piece of

glass. How can you fix that properly

and completely again?

And make it brand new.

You can properly, never!!

But you can slow heal, rebuild and

bit by bit regain and relearn how to be

you. who you are meant to be for you.

I suffer from post-trauma stress disorder,

anxiety, depression and so on.

I am still learning even at my old age.

How to deal with trauma caused by others

in my earlier life. But each day. like a roller

coaster. I survive and begin a new day...

No one said life was easy. Not everyone is

born into this world with a silver spoon

inside their mouth so to speak.....

But life is a lesson. And a one chance only

to make the best of it for all of us. Even if

we are broken and trying to make the best

of what we do have.

I am not saying i never feel like giving up

I do. But I want to live and I want a chance

of happiness. We all deserve that before we

all die.

Reviews

[Effie]

Commanding!
The picture of a fragile bird broken is in contrast to the strength of heart expressed in your words. Great is the pain and trauma to those of us that suffered at the hands of others, especially those that should have given protection and shelter from life's storms.
Your message we can learn, heal and spread our wings to fly, becoming who we are meant to be is powerful indeed.
Thank you for wisdom and encouragement.
Another amazing write my friend Dee. So well done!
Thank you

[Onlyme]

Thank you that was so nice of you to read and say. Effie 😊