Just Left

I'm so very lonely
I didn't know that I could feel like this
I no longer have anyone to call mine
No longer have someone to hold all through the night
No longer have someone to talk and dream with

You walked out that door while I was sleeping
You didn't even leave me a reason for leaving
You never once told me you were unhappy

How was I supposed to know that one day
You were just going to disappear
If I had known that I wouldn't have ever slept
I would have stayed awake
If for nothing else to watch you leave

I wish you had given me the chance to beg you to stay
Maybe that's why you left
It was you who know that I loved you so
and wouldn't want to ever let you go
You mean the world to me
and I'm so sorry that I was such a monster
Because you never told me

How could you do this to us
How could you just give up everything we had
Everything we worked so hard and long for
Every dream we shared
Every fear that was and is now so real
I told you that I was afraid of losing you in the beginning
And I have now lost you
and so therefore my greatest fear has come true

Don't you know I would have given my life for you to stay
Don't you know that I love you and always will
Don't you know that you are my world
Don't you know that my heart is so weak

I don't know if I can live without you
I don't know if I can breathe without you
I told you when you came into my life
that you were the only thing I ever wanted
And would ever need

You are what I draw my strength from
You are what I wake up each day for
You are what brightens my day no matter what
I come to you for everything

Oh how my heart yearns for yours