Don't Care

You walk out the door
And you don't even turn around to look at me.
If you did, you would see
my face streaked from unwanted tears.

 

You don't care that you have broken my heart.
You don't care that you lied to me.
You don't care that you cheated on me with my best friend.

 

You don't care that I hit you when you told me.
You just stood there and looked at me as if I was crazy.
You thought I should just have forgiven you for everything you did.
You thought I would take you back without a second thought.
You thought I would still have feelings for you.

 

Oh I do have feelings for you
I'm repulsed.
You make me want to hurl.
You make me want to take a frying pan to you.
You make me want to cut out the crotch on all of your pants and shorts.
You make me want to SHAKE you and ask what the HELL were you thinking?

 

But, hey!
I'm the crazy one.
I'm the one that shouldn't feel wronged.
I'm the one that should let you do whatever you want to do.

 

But!
I don't EVER want to see you again.
I don't want you anywhere near our children.
I don't ever want to hear your voice.
I don't ever want to even hear your name spoken around me.

 

And I want to get rid of everything that reminds me of you.
That is except for our children.