Wavering

" If you love them, let them go"

That's what they say...

I finally have his care and love...

And I push away....

"Make things right with the girl, you call your girlfriend"

What was I thinking? 

I love him more then anything ....

What I said, is it TRUE?

Could my heart bare, to watch his 'Love' be shared...

The thought, aches my stomach...

The feeling, burns my soul...

Not in a good way, 

But like an end to a Romeo and Juliet play. 

Accept I would be the only one dead. 

"If you love them, Let them Go " 

...and watch suicide be the only way..

Forget that!

"If you love them, keep them close.."

This is what I know.

"Never Let Go!"