No More Writing

Lost my Inspiration..Lost my Reason...

Today I realized how much more I feel out of place when it comes to Christian.  He has his brother, He has his girlfriend, who seems to be taking care of him the way she should be. Who am I? Whoever was I? I am nobody, I was just some "Hot Chick, down the street". I came around and then I left. Came back expecting to just fall into priority. But never was I to have that place. With such lack of communication of where we were into each other lives, the last words and wishes were to be left alone. So I will do just that. 

I am done with this love..

I am done with writing letters,

making efforts to see him....

I feel unwanted, ....not needed...and pushed aside...

I don't even think I exist to him...

I don't know nothing of what is to be real & what is not ..

I was left unanswered

now left highly discouraged and scared of making myself look like a pathetic little love struck girl....whos annoyingly clingy..

That is not me,..that is not who I am.

I am done looking like a fool, to myself...and feeling...like I am...

I am done Loving someone who probably loves nothing of me...

or want anything to deal with me...

I am done..writing period...

For this is my last story...

I wrote because I was inspired by a man and I was motivated for the love I made up between us...

I lost my reason...

I lost my dream ...

I lost the love that I believed was True Love...

I will forever love a man who knows nothing of what I feel anymore..

I will no longer speak his name or express my feelings of what burns in my cold heart 

This is my last story...

I am done writing, 

for I wrote for the love of an inspiring man, who made me believe in "TRUE LOVE"...

...maybe now,...I end my writes...because I do not believe...

at least not anymore...

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[sinNsincerity]

For now,
Not forever.
Don't ever give up on love.