Better Than I Can

  I look around at life, there are so many struggles from one end to the extreme to another. My life is extreme in its own way but as most would see it. It could be worse. I was told I needed a "Strong " man, but what definition would be "Strong" be for me?

  I think I meet a strong man, but then when it comes to "life", as in family, changes, career and the future unknown, with all the goods and bad to its balance,...

It seems I do not need a strong man, I need someone who can deal with life a lot better than I can...

Though I look as if I'm handling life pretty well on my own, yes its true I do handle life in my own way, I still have those days I doubt myself and question how I am able to live another day in my shoes..But I do it! With no thought with no questions....

   I always thought to be a weak woman, or that I could be stronger,...

I do not understand those who struggled beyond what they should have ever encountered either in the early years or later in their lives and still can not handle the "Good" part when it comes their way,...All of a sudden it becomes too much.

  All of a sudden loving and taking care of family and all that it involves the strongest of them all "Run"....When is someone "Ready"?? The answer is no one can never be ready, one has to be 'Willing'....one has to be 'Fearless'...

        I need a man who can handle life better than I can...

Author's Note

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