Adversity With Pain

A World With No Grey

Do I throw "I love you" around like a senseless phrase? The answer to that my friend is "No". I love the beauty in everyone. The ugliness can be overlooked, and turned around with love. I rather, be the one to see and or witness that "Love". I encourage everyone to be who they are, who they want to be and are only allowed to be "JUST THAT WITH ME". I can not understand, the fraud, that one puts up subconsciously or even consciously.  Though I do, however, don’t blame one to hide such beauty, such vulnerability and most importantly TRUST. Because at the end of everything when it gets down to it. What makes me so different, what makes me so honest and believable for one to trust and love me the same as I trust and love them? How is it that I can love someone I barely know. Because simple, I am willing to be vulnerable I am willing to hurt for LOVE. Any love from friends, family to finding my one true love. Do I truly feel this love for the ones I have told "I love you"? Why, of course, I do not lie or hide my feelings. Love is a feeling a complete trust that behind any face or mask one holds from a smile to a frown, tears of happiness or that of pain, I can feel the pain the sorrow I understand why, and I care nothing to what, all I want to see is the beauty in the feeling of Love that you and I provide. Between us behind closed doors I am not picky. Seeing you become all of who you are and need/want to be is more important than the pain of rejection the pain of being deceived or manipulated or even played with. I believe in YOU there for why doubt the beauty because of the negative of all things that most care to see, ignore, &/ Or change. I want nothing to change because no matter what you are who you are and whatever you have done or decided to do is YOU. I am here just to see the one true you and have the opportunity to share this rare gift between you and I. Your time, you trust, conversations, pain and happiness. In return, I do not judge I care nothing for enemies or vengeance. I do not force change and I will not. I only hope that maybe just maybe I can give that "Hope", for a better You that you deeply believe to be you, however, I do not ask for such word as "Better", that is an option strictly brought upon one's thought process. All I ask and want. Is to know what makes you so special to deserve a life to live. I want to encourage you to live it. I want to help bring life to you. The one you deserve the one you love. The one you can die and be at peace leaving such a life with a better outlook on the world you leave behind. I ask only that whoever it is that you see in another life, or the other side, limbo or nowhere, that you say high to our maker, and give in a good word for not just me but all of us, so that every one of us living has a chance to finding ourselves, life and true living. To die and also be free and secure in knowing that YOU friend, when/if you die before I do, give in the word, for me and everyone you leave behind. For the world may be a cruel life to live, but individually we can make it a beautiful disaster and reality of a dream for a better World for the ones we leave behind. Have faith in your fellow beings I say for each and every one of us, live & Die. Let's make both the same as well and make LIFE AND DEATH worth living and dying. Why should we care about the ones before us or after you ask? Because they just might be the key to your "True living" True Happiness" and ultimate judge/savor in death. Save yourself, and you will save the ones before you and after you, save I mean, try and CARE. 

.....& I will ALWAYS CARE for YOU...

At your emotional and physical end....

Author's Note

ERROR WARNINGS, WILL REVISE AND EDIT. Forgive me :)