Soothful

Goodnight & Sweet Dreams

There he was towering. 

"I love you Christian". 

Still. 

I love you.

 Nothing will make this pain or longing fade is there? I still love you yes I do. I look for you in all the wrong places.

 Making all the wrong choices. Moves. Loves and lust. 

In every wrong way. 

 I search for you. When I know where you are to be. I tried to ignore the pain. I tried to ignore my heart. 

All I can do is accept when the daylight fades. 

My pain arises. The tears want to fall.

 As the words to songs that remind me of you. Of Us. Do I want to tell you how much I miss you so! How I need your love and how much I Love You. 

There are so many things I want to say and do. Yet I lay in bed only left with tunes and tears. Heartache and pain. For a love and longing. I can not have but only lived in memories and dreams.

 Eyes wide open Eyes closed shut 

...still every day since I miss and love you. Tell me what I can do. Comfort me like once before. I know, you know. I can feel your pain too.

 Let me hold our hearts as two. I rather you, feel only my love and care. Trust me with your pain and suffer. For I am there. Eyes wide open. Eyes closed shut. 

I am still here. 

Now now there. 

Good night and sweet dreams my Dear.

Author's Note

Please don't mind the errors. Will revise and edit soon

Reviews

[sinNsincerity]

"I know, you know. I can feel your pain too.
Let me hold our hearts as two."
I really enjoyed this a lot!