Hurt

I can't be happy for both of us. I just can't.
I once thought the happiness was contagious but
It turns out that depression I just as much so.
When there is unhappiness, I've tried to be happy for both of us.
I don't know what to do anymore. I'm stuck. My heart is slowly tearing
From this deep depression. I carry my emotions as well as
Others emotions on my shoulders. It's a hard burden
And up until now I've accepted it. I don't know what to do
Anymore. This is a rut and it's deep... This is a scar
Just as deep...

Reviews

[alexlessah]

Im very sorry, but you did a really good job!

[Almost sane]

When im depressed, I smoke cigarettes. I'm told an told an told to quit, but it's the most I can do to keep myself from opening my arm back up just to feel something. ANYTHING.