Mind

This is my mind,

It’s the only thing I can call mine,

Where I don’t get criticized,

Where there’s no lies,

 

There’s certain doors to keep locked,

But that doesn’t stop my enemies from knocking,

They won’t ever stop talking,

Their words so mocking,

 

You looked me in the eyes and said it’d be alright,

That’s bullshit though because I still wake up at night,

Struggling to breathe and fight,

The memories so bright,

 

I let you into the darkest place where I hide,

For awhile you were alright and stood by my side,

But I make one f*****g mistake,

And that’s all you could take,

 

You look at me like I’m insane,

But the truth is I’m afraid,

I let you into my brain,

And you just shoved me down the drain,

 

You made me feel like I actually mattered,

Ten months later you realize I’m fragile and now my heart is shattered,

All the pieces are scattered,

I’m on the floor still trying to get them gathered,

 

I let you into my mind,

You’ve seen the darkest side,

Now that you’ve walked out of my life,

Trust isn’t an option and every opportunity to feel love is blinded.