Pissed off

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  Irritation, Irate, Frustration, these emotion fester in my brain causing my body to ache all over. I stand in the dark inside my dorm staring at nothing,but putting all the wrath that was coursing through my veins into my eyes. “Why, do he always do that, to me and only me !” I yelled to myself throwing my hands in the air as if I had gotten into an argument with the empty space and was fed up with its bullshit. I take a deep sigh and sink down at my chair facing my desk, just looking down not moving a muscle. I tilt my head back and stare up at the lights on the ceiling and sigh again. F**k this , and f**k him I don’t need the pain not right now.  I say to myself trying to convince myself of something I am already aware. To think I use to get trap in his eyes and lost in his glare, How I hung onto every word and long for his touch well after we departed. I was dumb a young boy naive and blinded to who he really was. A waste of time I can’t back, a investment lost,but I will move on and he won’t be a part of it.