Zombie

"Could this represent love and hate at the same time?"

These stinking thoughts of you hovering around my head like flies

I am allergic to your love and for that cause I had finally died

In way of most unholy and from the constant torment as I went mentally blind

Drugged and stripped from my self-esteem by a single glare of your eyes

 

My right to live and its purpose have now fused into cherishing you

 Betrayed and abandoned by you and to whom should I sue

Throwing your soul through every open door and you are no more than a fool

But I am still in love with you and without an iota of doubt it would seal my doom

 

Loving you is an insidious disease and piece by piece my soul has torn apart

Mutated into a form of living dead and your charm slowly turns me into a retard

My dream has redundant and for you from the shore of serenity I had foolishly embarked

Upon the preposterous storm weathered by a wild woman who owns a stone of heart

 

My head is filled only with the desire for you and emptiness like a zombie

Exhilarated by you and I hunger for your touch for it is as sweet as honey

Craves for your artificial beauty and fallen for you because I was so lonely

My dull life is now colored with chaos and the nature of it is now stormy

Nyi

( 16.9.2011 )

 

 

Author's Note

Just another write. Please leave comments and thanks for reading. I'm not sure I have pictured what i wanted to say vividly..

Reviews

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the rollercoaster of emotions..captures that confusion when you love and desire someone you know isn't good for you

[Coyote Poetry]

I like the title to this poem. A attention grabber. You told a story about how emotion can make us weak and confuse. No weakness in the poem. Flow and story was very good. Thank you for a excellent poem.
Coyote