My Love Letter

For the very first time, I had laid my eyes on you, my heart said follow through. Although we haven’t really acquainted yet, I’ve been counting months, days, minutes and seconds to get a glimpse on your innocent face. A face that glows, radiates and shines like a beacon silently when all the other real things around me fades away by time unlike my immature love for you which keeps stronger day after day and night after night. I’m willingly drowning inside your innocent charm. I say immature because this is like love at first sight. I didn’t believe it until I met you.

 

All those nights thinking about you have concluded that you are a kind person. You seem demure too. No word can match your beauty and all these tiny little things you do are all wonders for me: the way you smile, the way you read, the way you move, the way you walk, the way you talk, the way you eat. And all these infinite and tiny moments that I saw you, I was always thinking about what you might need and how can I be a service to you. That somewhere in your private place inside, you might have a wish and if possible I would like it to be fulfilled although I know you are already having a nice time here. I want to be a person you can share whether you are happy or sad. But somehow, someway, someday, when there is something that you want, I will gladly give myself to get it for you. I do wish to share little things I own in this gigantic world with you.

 

Because you have given me a new world. A world that is much different than before although I’m still living at the same place. Whenever I see you, hope slips into my heart although I was drowned inside cruelty of this world. That you makes thing beautiful and you add value to them. It’s like the sun shines brighter and warmer when I’m close to you. The food taste better. People seem nicer. My work becomes easier. My dreams are filled with you and they are also beautiful. All the sadness and pain from  my past time just vanished in an instant into thin air like they have never happened before when I see you. You had given me strength and I become more optimistic about my life. My tomorrow is always filled with more hope now that I had met you. I’ve been reborn and that you have given me a new life. This is really strange as I didn’t expect this and because I haven’t felt anything as beautiful as this before. You have become my inspiration and you are my dream now.

 

I’m not sure whether someone had told these words to you. But my words are true. I do hope that you would give me a iota of chance to prove myself. I do not mean to distract you from your life’s goal but I do want to help attain it. I can fetch you water when you are thirsty. I can fetch you food when you are hungry. I can fetch you medicine when you are sick. I can protect you when you are afraid. I can give you warmth when you feel cool. I can be a shoulder to lean when you want to cry. I want to be stepping stone to get you higher. Can I be this kind of person to you? Because you have already given me so much to my life although you haven’t realized it.

I’m not sure whether you already got a boyfriend or not. But I believe no one can love you as much as I can , no one will treasure as much as I do, no one can understand you as much as I will, since no one has given me so much hope like you. May be I don’t meet your qualification to be your man right now. But I’m sure that my love for you can make me improved. And that someday you would accept me as time meant no meaning to my love for you.

 

Nyi

( 27.6.2011 )

Author's Note

I wrote this one request of my old friend. I don't really like writing about good things in life. Hope this mean something. Ignore grammar mistakes and thanks for reading

Reviews

[Joshua Donahue]

Very nice. The details were great and the beauty behind it was even better. I enjoyed this! :))

[Coyote Poetry]

Those people that make us go crazy and so close. Can't make us wish for the world. I like the story. Life is fair. Become friends. Drink some coffee and maybe you have many things in common. Thank you for the excellent story.
Coyote