Leaning on the Edge

Sheer paranoia starts to abuse my sleep

And this burning fever inside my chest

Keeping me on the edge of submission

To the sensational empowerment of adversities

Perhaps they are just created to test

The faith in myself that I could overcome

Though optimistic but rather paranormal it seems

More to redeem myself from the past mistakes

By learning them again and again

In way of memories playing in the loop

Which never fate away but left the stains

And finally to materialize it in real life

For the grace of wonders and smiles

Would take gruesome act of courage

So I am still leaning on the edge

And be vigilant, not to be fallen into oblivion

Of becoming running wild but with steps by steps

To approach enigmatic flavors of reality

With caution so they wouldn't end with bitter taste

 I need to buy the luxury of pure logic

Rather than putting myself under the mercy

Of chaotic and thunderous waves of emotions

For me to be able to sleep in peace

 

Nyi

24.8.2012