Emptiness

It feels like I’m going crazy. You’ll never understand unless it has happened to you. I can’t stand the skin I’m in some days. It hurts. The scars the way it feels period. There are some things I can never get back and ill just have to live with that.

 

The panic attacks, the nightmares, my hair falling out, the stress, not being able to be close to anyone. It hurts so bad I want to be that "normal" female. But it will never happen.

 

Then I sit and think, how do you feel like this when there are other people who have it a lot worse? Just thank God its not you, be grateful and pray you can get to where you can help them.

 

I want to let go. And people don’t understand that. The hurt, all the tears, the blame and knowing it’s not over yet, it’s not easy...
©NubianGoddess24
 

Reviews

[Damian Alan Gray]

This is great stuff! I love this kind of free-form. It breaks the rules, but still maintains enough structure to allow expression. Kudos to you! Please keep it coming!