Worthless

One of my older writes, definitely more of a depressing one.

I feel no remorse or regret

I only feel shame for myself.

For myself, for what I have done.

Done to the people who tried to help.

Done to the people who lent their ears.

An incredible feat by your standards,

but by mine, just a dissapointment.

I contiounously hurt and be hurt,

No good comes from my statements, my thoughts.

No good comes from my beliefs, my apologies.

So to those of you who tried to help,

Who offered a hand and then were denied,

I give you my apology; my defense.

Please know it had to be done

Please know it''s what has made me myself.