Web of Lies

It’s just a web of lies 

all what you tell me but why 

I thought you are the sunshine to my dark night 

But you came out to be dark night without moon light 

I want to know what I mean to you 

Seems like it’s just ocean blue 

Ocean too hold  way many life’s inside 

Tell me how you feel same with all of them

I don’t see anyone but my eyes blinded for you and drained 

You still see green at all  the places other than with us 

Don’t tell me variables are must 

If that was true all would be two facet life 

No one is perfect, perfection isn’t what brings happiness 

 I do see you can find happiness everywhere other than us 

Just tell me what I do to deserve that wrong

I just wanted to be urs if that what you didn’t want 

You have given urself to too many 

I don’t know if I have am left with if any 

It’s just feels just so strange 

Like a diamond lost in coal mine 

Not found until blood is fed 

I bleeded  bleeded and bleeded all this while 

Just to find you have been comfortable with someone else’s by side 

You keep telling me we mean to you 

But your words and actions do not well do 

So much I try to make myself believe 

I would always hold that heart and others won't ever do

You always knew I would be hard one to handle right 

Still u choose me, now i think was it like challenge or fight 

Battle isn’t what I and u are anymore 

I don’t know if you feel that way or you don’t see that anymore. 

I may be not the one you seek

That what build the web of lies 

Else you wouldn’t have to hide 

Between the various assets you like 

I thought it was way we were

All transparent and resilient sober

It really aggrieve when I was told 

You aren’t that special to him at last and offcourse 

One lost in his own charm, drowned deep subside 

It would be too late when you realise 

She would be gone and you will loose to your web of lies.