today thoughts

is actually a song about these past days...

Can't you see? It's everything perfectly clear

Can't you understand? There is something more on my eyes

Is useless, is worthless, is meaningless

May I just step outside the pain?

Do i need to make it to the end?

 

Skip steps, that's what i want, skip the painful parts

but they are just the better dots on the time line

drops of a confuse mind are raining on my head today

yesterday was a sunny day, now is all cold and gray

 

Tiny little particles of life are escaping out

while i'm sitting around, just having a head mess

tihngs here are ok, i guess

outside are fine, at least until there where my sight gets

 

Things get worst, things get better

that's life simple cycle

to born, to live, to get out of here

have you ever feel the world spin?

 

There is something about being alive

that something that make everything to be perfect

that something that make us say: oh crap...

there is this thing... of course, it's called life

 

I see things everyone else don't see

i see you in that way no one else see

i see life through my own glasses

i see the sun and cry because i shouldn't see him

 

Have you ever imagined that something you don't seek happen?

it just came, you don't call it, it don't warn you

you get sleep on the middle of a game, you fall in love with the one you hate before

is awsome how the snowflakes fell, none is repeated in a single way, they are just perfect beings

 

Feeling alone is just a step you should pass to get even higher each time

is not bad, is not good, it just is

being in the middle of everyone and still closing your eyes

don't hear a single voice in the middle of a sea of sounds

 

Look, the sky is just beautiful tonight

kids starve, people die, people is sick, a little reindeer is eated on a bloody scene

but yet, the sky is beautiful tonight, so full of stars

is like a little glass of water on the infinite dry land

 

Please, say me something, i just can't with it anymore

why you came to my life? why you are just you and no anyone else?

give me a break, stop being you, if not i'll get crazy because i just can't

but i'll continue here, wishing you chage, hoping you don't

 

Friends, beautiful souls, beautiful beings

useless in my case, because i'm just afraid

i can't ask for help, i don't know what i should say

i wish there could be something else than lenguage, lenguage is so limited for my expression desires

 

I have issues, so do you

the difference is i don't know what to do and maybe you do

is a question on my mind, should I or not?

someday everyone will undestand (false)

until then, i'll be who i always be... just me