i love you

hi, i just wanted to say how much of an inspiration you are to me. i know how much you're going through and someday, somehow.. it'll get better for us. i know you may not think so, but i believe it will. ive was clean from cutting for a mouth, but today i lost it. ive never felt pretty because im "fatter" than the other girls. someone told me that i was worthless, discussing, useless, fat, and ugly. and i took it, i let her do that to me, the first thing i did was cut my wrist, and seeing the blood spill out was so satisfying and reliving. but that's besides the fact, i love you, your friends love you, your family. i know you don't think so but they do. i can't say "stay strong", or "to stop cutting" because i can't do it myself. but please do. just know i love you.