F**k It

read the title

F**k you

f**k me

f**k life

why should i care?

why should i want anyone?

this life is just too much to take anymore

life is nothing to me anymore.

life is this nothing

exept this razor

and this blood thats coming out

making a pool around my feet

maybe when im dead and gone

this life will start over

there is no heaven

there is no hell

just nothing

we have nothing to look forward to when we die

give me one reason to live

cuz the blood is coming out faster now..

 

 

 

Reviews

[Kitty]

F**k, girl. This is a powerful poem!!! I have been there many times. But you will find someone who will make you want to live. I was hours away from killing myself, when I met the most amazing man in the world!!! He lives a gazillion and ten miles from me, but the friendship that we have built and the love we have for each other made me put down the knife and want to live. You will find that one who will make you feel good. (but time is always the problem). Great poem though. So vivid. You're awesome...

Josie

[chris' girlfriend]

your a great poet.
i felt this way yesterday when everyone was playing a game.... i was ignored an off to the side.. no one noticed i was there :(

[An owl on the moon]

Your words fall like drops of blood on the screen. Here you have expressed such deep pain and sorrow, and I have walked through that dark valley as well. For about ten years I just wanted to die... Life has changed now... More purpose, more joy... It is there for you if you can hold on.

[Constance]

Courtney, if you read this, please message me. I know how you feel- I felt it at your age. I also know that a part of why is someone who took advantage of you.

[Ms. Spriggs]

Everyone wants a reason to live.
I ask for a reason to die.

[Joseph - Michael]

I'll give you a reason, the one and the only reason to live for; Love. I used to be a suicidal when I was 17, but now, I'm not that person anymore. Why? Quite simple, it was the love that kept me alive. Right at this moment, the love of my life is my son and I'm staying alive, not just for him, but for both of us. You'd be surprise what a love can do for you if you stay alive for yourself and your loved ones I can understand what you're saying there, I mean, what's the point for everything else? But, only if you just look somewhere in your heart (not your mind, just heart, maybe soul, perhaps) then you'll find more than just one reason to live for...

Anyway, it's a pretty good writing you got there and I truly hope that all will go well for you sooner...

[mick weller]

`maybe when im dead and gone
this life will start over`
this is interesting...
just suppose you ended up right where you started? They do say that a sense of deep regret is experienced on passing from this to the next...
maybe we are just being tested...
it's hard... it could be harder... but it will get better...
but no one wants to hear it...
do we have anything to look forward to when we live? many would say yes...
but you don't want to hear it...
...spare just a tiny a thought for that one person who will find you..(?)

[Kaelani]

Oh courtney, This isn't right. U shouldnt feel this way anymore ppl love you and no1 wants you dead.