Feeling

I am so lost.

Lost.

Lost.

Lost.

Sooooo lost.

I CAN'T FIND MYSELF.

I'm crying on the inside.

so numb.

unable to feel.

I hate this.

I hate how I feel.

I hate how this feels.

I hate feeling.

so lost.

I don't know how to feel, what to feel.

HOW THE F**K CAN YOU TELL ME HOW TO FEEL!

what to say?

what to do?

I'm not your F*****G puppet...

I really don't understand.

I don't understand it.

I hate it!

I hate you!

I hate this....

Hate being alone.

Hate you.

Hate him.

Hate them.

Hate losing my friends.

My friends hate me.

I hate me.

How could I not?

Feeling low.

lower than dirt.

smaller than an insect.

smaller than myself.

I really can't handle it.

I have no control.

I want happiness.

I NEED happiness.

Can't grasp it.

Can't have it.

Destined to be sad.

ALONE.

Reviews

[deeps]

I hathe this feeling too.
I really like this.
Very well written and ever so powerful.
Very well expressed.

[The Devil's Own B***h]

Wow, this is powerful! The feeling of anger and hate are never good emotions to feel but often it's the only way that we know how to feel. This poem expresses your feelings so powerfully that I actually found myself feeling the same emotions.

Great job!!!!

Josie

[Egan]

I Love you dont forget that, You are not alone and i know what it feels like, trust me but in the end you are not. :)