lost in thought 2

A Poem by nocool

Sometimes I end up lost on an island in the sea of nowhere
Waiting for rescue
waiting to be taken away from the sands of despair

Lost in my mind flying
I go tracing back to reach my love of past locked forever in memory
That way… I won’t be alone
I can bring those times forward
Make them present and talk to you
Have you here with me
As you sit in this empty seat next to me where I sit alone

The galaxies of stars are found in the drops of rain resting and sleeping on the window glass

Slowly I inhale the lonely air
exhaling that of the past
making fog I lay breath softly upon the glass
And in it I draw my heart and in its center I write your name

Lost in these thoughts
I fly away for moments in this world longing
I go dreaming my breath alone is my last
The fog slowly fades taking away the heart and name never meant to last

Walking alone in my empty house
I stop and think, is that someone I see
Then realize it is only a thought of you found in the reflective glass
A hunting ghost of a loving past
Nothing more than me looking back at me
An illusion made painted by that wonderful face of you
Nothing more than a reflection of a memory of you

I reach for you, but I am blocked trapped and cornered by the window
The tragic eyes framed in this window-pain separate me from the world and reaching you
I am left only with you in my mind

I lay my head down on the beaded window glass
The galaxy of raindrops left go falling like stars and dreams
Sliding down slowly making left over beaded paths
Could it also whisk away this silence and emptiness

I rest my head and sleep
I feel its coolness kiss the warm skin of me
I long for the glass to be replaced by you hand
The wet be that from your kiss not this from a drop of stupid rain

I am lost in life right now
Over taken by the dreams and thoughts of you
I am in a hole and I can’t get out

No drop of drink, no drug in me to sink
No random lover to feel
Could replace the empty space
You once touched
And I very much need to feel
I call to you from the distant land in the back of my mind
While the room rest silent and still is the air
Your name echo’s in my head lost in hunger
dying in despair
So your memory i trace
Dream of your kiss I once did taste
The heat of your embrace I did feel
It is only glass
a reflection
how I wish it was real

I am lost in dream
Looking over the busy city which stares back at me
My eyes are open but I am gone off in dream

I am lost in reflections of you looking back at me
I drift away, and off to sleep
How I wish you were here with me