Eavesdropping pt 2

I will be using they/them pronouns for everyone to keep people's identities safe

You reply
And you have no clue what I'm talking about

Thank God

It's for the best

But then you say you don't care

Because it doesn't regard you or your friends

So you end the conversation

I'm not sure how to feel about this

One the one hand

I'm relieved

You don't know the darker part of my life

On the other hand

I'm hurt

You don't even care

I said you were eavesdropping

Meaning you heard it

And you even replied to me!

But now you "don't remember"

But now you don't care

Someone I used to be close friends with

Doesn't care whatsoever

I still wish we were friends though

You were good to me

You used to care

You helped me

I wanted so bad to help you too

But you never let me in

No matter how many times I said

I'm here for you

You said

Thank you

You're very sweet

But you never let me in

Now it's like you don't even know me

Which is true

But it's not

I still remember you

I still care

I still wish we were friends

But it's all because of Saturday

Because of that cursed day

That you pretend I'm some stranger

Who you never knew in the first place

But why 

Why do you say you don't care

You say not to be rude

But that never makes a difference

You underestimate the effect it has

You even said it last year

But now I know you and now I love you

We were friends

Good friends

But now

Why should you care

Why should you be concerned

After all

I guess we're not friends

I want that to change

Please

I miss having you around

I miss having you to talk to

You've been mia for a while

A lot has changed

A lot has gotten worse

Some has gotten better

But because of Saturday

I can say

You're one of the 13 reasons why

Author's Note

Sorry for that 13 Reasons Why reference in the end, I thought it was applicable

Reviews

[Charlotte]

SHITTTTTTT this is really good, I just thought you should know

[not_today]

thank you sm