And now? or now?

Short one.

 

When I woke up in pain with blood on my hands I wondered if I was sane.

Wondered if all the voices in my brain finally turned the page,

Opened another wound another scar in another’s name,

Another fight, another way, make it go away,

Just a storm in my mind, sent from hell on a clear day,

 

Can you hear me now? shouting through quiet eyes,

Can you see me now? visible through closed lips,

Can you save me now? I don’t think so.

Can you kill me now? before I commit murder,

 

Am I quiet enough? Can you stop the blind.

Can you ease my mind? through whispered touches on my spine.

Is this satisfaction that you need? Through quiet masquerades,

Am I safe now? take the pain, take it away

 

Just another time another process in my mind,

An evaluation sent from hell to search the earths time,

Dying since the day I was born, I’m standing alone

A perfect world, of tainted lies and fake truths,

Author's Note

a.r.w