Thirteen SignsA Poem by Nisha M.Thirteen signs to indicate that the protagonist is falling out of love with another. The fault mainly lies with the protagonist.
Fire is love and water, sorrow At this moment, water has put out the fire This love is gone and will never return No more lingering affection, no remaining desire
Trapped in a cycle of unhappiness I’ve given up, I am going to leave So much sorrow, so much wretchedness I’m exhausted, I no longer want to give
I started the game with passion aplenty Now I leave the same with apathy and disinterest The comforting warmth we once felt is now painfully icy The promise of forever is now nothing more than a curse
I don’t feel like sharing anything You don’t need to tell me your feelings There is no attachment anymore Irreversible, it’s never going the same as before
Calling you feels like an onerous obligation Talking to you seems like another pointless distraction In this episode of life, we are left with more unanswered questions Acting as strangers, our love screams nothing more than fiction
Our future does not spell the word hope I can’t picture our happy-ever-after But it does tell me it’s time to cut the rope And I can only picture us away from each other
Once beautifully intertwined We have gone back to being two parallel lines The drink of love now tastes resentful and bitter And I no longer drink it for I refuse to suffer I’ve burned this commitment completely I’ve broken this mutual trust Destroyed our innocent vow in its entirety I want the next rendezvous to be our last
My heart is nowhere near My mind is once again clouded by fear My body crumbles once again For I have loved in vain. And I have put us both in pain.
I’ve stitched the veil of caution, now it envelops my heart I’ve assembled my bricks, built my walls up again Tirelessly, desperately dying for a new start For a new start to come, this must surely end
I’m saying goodbye before it’s too late I’m making it clear that I no longer wish to wait We’re such in a tragic, ruined state Disconnected, separation is now our fate
I’m convinced that without you, I’ll be just fine If I could do all I can to rewind, I’d tell myself there is no me and you in this life If anything, you were only my once upon a time
I have longed Longed, for the moment to be free And I am only free
Free, the moment you’re not with me © 2018 Nisha M.Author's Note
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Added on May 8, 2018Last Updated on May 8, 2018 Tags: life, love, heartbreak, falling out of love, separation, poem, poetry AuthorNisha M.SingaporeAboutMy pen name is Nisha. Most of the time, I am inspired to write by putting myself in another person (whether real or a creation of my mind)'s shoes. Sometimes, I write about my feelings. On a whole, I .. more..Writing
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