Falling Into Dreams

Everything around me was collapsing, the buildings, the tress, the bridges but  I didn't find myself to be a part of it. Everything that was going around me seemed like an illusion & none of it touched me. In spite of everything I heard sounds calling my name, "Nirbak I'm here". I look around & saw You seeing me with emotions that revealed the language of bliss & suddenly the sky change it's colors from blue to rainbow, the trees changed their shape to birds flying in the sky. I was confused to see You as to me I know You are no longer alive & then You told me You were not, this is all a dream. To my conscience I knew it was true but to see Your image in front of me led me to forget everything that is real & just be with You for a while. You were beautiful as always & You still smile when I say lame jokes. I again felt in love to see You like in old days  & You said to me that You will come to my dream with different personalities every day when I dream as You still love me & your soul is not willing to leave the earth since your time has not come to unite with souls & this dream is the situation for us to communicate. Suddenly the color of the sky changes to black & white & You seemed lost & again I heard sounds & this time it was calling, "Nirbak wake up". 

 

I woke up & realize my reality that I'm still a student & late for my class as my mother was reminding me about it. I'm 20 years old & still in A'levels, I'm stuck in studies but I'm utilize my brain in psychology & writing as my desire is to be a film maker one day, but my interests are complex psychology & film making, as I use psychology to understand minds of my film making. I loved a girl when I was 18 in my O'level economics class two years back & her name was Wallah, she was an brilliant student & an amazing violinist. Her music led my heart to connect with her soul & my writing led her soul to connect wit mine.   

Days, months has passed & we became lovers but one day I heard that Wallah was no longer alive as she had an accident when crossing the road. I was broken into pieces cause I had gave her my 100%  Now I have to face reality & move for word but that one dream I've seen with Wallah is not letting me, as I still remember that dream & for the real character I will not forget it, so I started to find the meaning of dreams.

 

Before I try to find the meaning of my dream I've to first know what is our mind & here it goes. Our mind has two parts conscious & subconscious. Conscious use ethics & lets the information enter the brain willingly & subconscious accepts every information around as & we don't have control over them. Our dream is usually our subconscious mind which uses all the events, & information that happens in one's daily life & place it upside down in dream where everything clashes. To find the meaning, first we have to know the logic that even we are confused we will use logic & character to find the meaning. Dreams always be remembered when characters in the dreams are true or situations that really happened. Night has come & I've fallen into dream.

 

This time I was in an music studio & I saw Wallah playing with her violin, I remember this situation now as she use to play violin my subconscious mind kept a track of it & music studio was her desire as one time she told me about it. Wallah saw me & said to join her, I joined & I started to play. The dream was my situation  therefore I can act with anything I want as long as I feel it. Therefore I played the violin with her. Next dream was in an film studio where her character is a musician & plays the violin & I'm her director, next dream was in an art gallery where I was the painter & I draw Wallah carrying a violin. In my every sequence to my dream I saw the character of Wallah is changing but not the object & that is the violin. So I knew something was in Wallah's violin so I went to her house.

 

I found Wallah's violin & started to search & found an envelope. I started to read & found out that I was selected as a writer to write a new story of a film but to my memory I can not re call this envelope when I realized Wallah must have sent my stories to film festivals. Well Know I've found the meaning of my dream & it is a gift from wallah that I will never forget. Wallah make my dream come true & I love her for it.

 

 

Each dream got their own meaning therefore now I'm finding logic for  it.