Foggy Secrets

Foggy Secrets

A Poem by Nellie Johnson
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I'm running through the thickness of 2 A.M.

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I'm running through the thickness of 2 A.M.Trying to decipher my thoughts from the shadows surrounding me.
6ft under, wondering if anyone knows what I've really been through.
Grab a glass of wine and bring along your most cherished vices.
One day everyone will know that you violated me.The rot of cigarette smoke and monstrous growls.
I always worried about monsters under my bed, Little did I know...
The impact... watching your bones break, flying through the air, blood and glass tangled in my hair.
 I could not breathe.Helicopter blades above my eyes, and terrified cries.
They didn't think I would survive the day,they had no idea that someday I would be trying to live, trying to be okay.
I have learned that sometimes horrible things happen to wonderful people.
99% of the human race seems to treat others like they are disposable.
Nothing is fair, and shocks like lightening will terrorize every atom of me, and every atom of you.
I am a time bomb, constantly hoping for more ways to keep myself from detonating.
Someone always lights the fuse, count the casualties.Take a glance over your shoulder at reality.

You will never want to look back.
Dreaming is the only way to find a pulse.

© 2013 Nellie Johnson


Author's Note

Nellie Johnson
ignore grammar problems, Thank you for taking the time to read <3

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Hi... a lot of reliving takes place in our dark... regardless of the times - sometimes you have to treasure your nightmare ...they are all you have.

Posted 11 Years Ago


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Added on September 26, 2013
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Tags: wine, life, secrets, broken, experiences, time, dreaming

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Nellie Johnson
Nellie Johnson

Starbuck, MN



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"We all have dreams in our heads, words in our mouths, stories in our skin, and ghosts in our hearts.We are little haunted houses, dreaming." Ello, I'm Janelle-but most people call me Nellie .. more..

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