YOU MAKE MY MUSE SICK

inspired by someone you trust and love,but repaid in pains by the same person,,,,,it makes you sick of him or her

I wandered round the lonely road
with nobody else to hold
songs in silent heart
as I take this strange path.
many things I wish to do
but where do I start from?
battlefield in my mind
who will help put things in other...
I had it all played
in your own way
I could hardly grow without you
but in your shadow I could testify.
now my fears has caught me where I stand
rumors of your arrest I seem not to understand
for you inspired my entire world
"taught me how to live life in abundance"
but there you are - locked-up life in jail
banned from light and human
it never occurred to me you were known in your notorious act.
how could you promise me life
when you never had one
how could you lie
when you know you won't be staying for so long
why should you bring me out of Noway
just to abandon me in this strange place
you!you!you!YOU MAKE MY MUSE SICK

Author's Note

its not my true life story but another,I read about it and felt the writers pains,I saw myself in he's shoes,and after reading I was inspired to write about just it just as I felt it....