See? It's spinning.

from my teens

I know you’re watching, I know you’re reading, I know you’re listening.

I know you’ve put yourself into this, I know everything.

I know they say you aren’t worth of it… or maybe they say you are. Nonetheless, you know you aren’t, you know your dreams will never come true… you know it, you feel it in your veins every night when you try do it.

Hey, don’t feel so sad. The world is spinning right now and you might fall if you stop. Run, and run fast… run really fast, for the world ain’t stopping for no one. It spins for itself. If you don’t catch up, you won’t be able to do anything at all, you’ll accomplish nothing but death…

But maybe you aren’t able to run, you are weak and you know it. So do it, free the world from you, free yourself…

But you can’t do it either. Too weak for that too, you useless worm. But I understand you. You are pathetic.

Hey, who cares? Do what you want. Feel free to run backwards. Return to your pitiful hole, to your mother’s womb. I know you want to do it, isn’t it so nice and safe there?

But it’s spinning and you can’t really go back. 

But it’s spinning and it ain’t stopping.