falling

youll find out

You ever find yourself always questioning that filling in the bottom of your stomach when you talk to a serten person, or how you never really know what might be the right thing to say to them. I cant imagen why we do it to ourself though, Evn if we try not to we still do it, although we fill okay wityh it were always like okay im done with this person im not gonna fall for the next peron afterwards but we let areself do it to many time. Trust me im a vicitm of it myself i fill like well im done and not gonna let myself get hurt again.opps didnt see that coming yeah rigth. We all let ourselves get caught up in the next one person who gives us something we think we can hold on to but then its like really why try anymore. Sure here comes that right person but where were they like last month when i was having a bad day. IM hoping someone knows what i mean, Theres never anything wrong with being in love its great but when you start talking to someone for the first time wait atleast i dont know more then one two minths beforew jumping the gun and saying there the love of my life and all that kind of stuff. Give space trust me its gonna hurt worse when you just jump head in and start to let butterflies go out. I wish that everytime i fell for a girl right off the back id have a good rank to my head for it to be better. Ill be honest im no better then the guy next to me on the bus or the singl women with a baby in her lap wishing that her ex husband didnt abondan her for so long. These thigns happien and we let it happien ill be even better i fell for this giorl right now head over hills for her and cant hlep myslef but just want to through out the words every second but i finally aited to do it and guess what i think it might work, i cant say everything is greta but its gonna get something and then after that i guess just do it all over again cause i dont think i know how to stop or for that matter neither does anyone else so let it be at easy first befor going over board.