The rebelious beauty

take this read it!! listen to it

Im a girl, im a risk taking b***h

i dont care about s**t

i do what i want when i want

no one can stop me

because im a rebel

i dont follow the rules

i dont like respecting

i like vandalizing

im happy

i only care for my self, all you can go to hell

im one tough b***h

im looking out for my own back

i have no one so i love no one

i dont care about no one

i let men take me

i let them cause it makes me feel good

i let them do what they want

i love attention from a man

i love any attention from a man

it makes me feel nice

it fills a hole

it makes that hole fill up with love

even if its not the love i want

especially if its not the nice kinda love

that makes me mad

i wanna be happy like that one little boy

i wanna be happy like that man smiling....

i dont mean to be lke this

if im not like this then then world will f**k me over again

the world made me this way

i wasnt like you growing up

i had no perental love

wheres my mom... wheres my dad

do i have an uncle? what about an aunt...?

where is this "family of mine"?

what is family

why do you love your family?

i think your stupid for loving your family?

i think your stupid

no one ever treated me

no one ever loved me

with out reason they denied everything i ever asked for

i want to dance and sing and live and laugh

i wanna be nice

i want to be

i want to forget

i dont wanna be with another man

i dont want to share my body

i dont want him to touch me

i dont want that attention

i dont want it anymore

but its all that i have

why did this happen to me?

why did it have to happen to me

i have a good soul

i know i do

i know i can change

but i feel like its a waste

why cant i be a good person

why must i be feared

why must the public look at me with disgrace

why was i born

why

can you tell me

why ant i be happy

why do i have to rebel

why cant some one love me

can you tell me why

my life changed all in the line of life

things could have been.....it could have been.. but .... but no

Author's Note

inspired by this song to a girl i know

Reviews

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:)

[Amada]

Hardcore b***h!!!! I LOVE IT!!!!

[PrincessZeldaWannabe]

Awesome job! Everyone can relate to it!

[HorrorMaster]

Very good I love it