Completeness is collection of broken pieces

A Story by nightriter

What is completeness

What does a complete soul and mind mean ... One thing feels certain to me, is no one has ever lived without broken pieces at heart. Completeness must mean something beside having conflicts, doubts, uncertainty, regrets at heart.

Most of time I feel unsure, and struggle with life's unhappy throw outs, but at many points through day, I stop and become hesitant because of beauty I see in life and it does not seem random anymore, it seems to be reward of tolerance and hard work and faith and a justice system.

No matter what you believe in, we are in this life experience together, we are drawn to see each other happiness, just see how laughter is contagious, how it feels to make person next to you happy, as long as your interests are not at risk.

When you bring in a darker life philosophy, by accepting life a short and finite experience, is there a force to have a happy life, why we are attracted to good feelings, if it is doomed and we all die and no feeling beyond that exists, there are no destined or promises, so maybe it would be okay to live an unhappy life for ourselves and people around us.

Tolerance of unhappiness does not seem to be aligned with our nature, only because it feels painful, but what if feeling broken and experiencing pain is okay, resisting all the innate tendencies.

Then completeness will be defined as experiencing many conflicts, opposite thoughts and uncertainties and unhappiness, but that is tolerable until a man can tolerate it, and following a death there won't be any infinite regret or continuos of unhappiness, all will be gone.

Best advantage of extreme unhappiness is there won't be a worry of failure and bad luck or any other opportunity loss, it will be gone by choice, so is it a coward choice or a life philosophy.