tired of words

have you ever felt like you don't want to think or speak and just to dissapear in a happy relaxing way?

 Im tired of words

echoing in my head

for once I want to be unheard

I’m tired of the spoon having me fed

 

I’m tired of being a godchild

I want to be cain

for once I want to break the legos

that I stack down

 on top of my pain

 

I’m tired of being warm inside

I want to be cold for once

I no longer wish to be caught in the tide

I really just need to become a dunce

I beg of you just let me hide

and for a moment let me be misled

 

without a single thought for once

I no longer can swim in the water or tread

I want to fall to the bottom

of every discussion

fall face first and almost seem dead.

all I need is to know the breaking point

and say “when” to trigger my concussion

the stress finally crumbling

off my shoulders, heavy lead 

Author's Note

I got bored :D

Reviews

only one problem grammatically that i could see
"I beg of you just let he hide" is there meant to be "me" instead of "he"

i really like this.. i can feel the frustration from being the perfect one.
good write
-ST